Last day for my secondary school life(16.11.10)

today was the last day for my secondary school life
reach school at around 6.30am,normal time for me to come that early
haha,today need go to find her
cause last night her friend say she call me go to find her this morning
so this morning I go to find her
haha,she still at around the same time reach school
so go to meet her and she pass me the "note"(secret...XD)
so just like that before start the class
after take the "note" from her
then I go back class see the content inside the "note"
== really too long the content inside
make me hard want to reply her
and at my class all people make noisy
make me pressure and cannot concentrated at all
so I reply her so late
and some of my friend keep on disturb me
so I at the last 20 minutes take the "note" that I reply to her
but I know is too late already
cause not time for her to reply me and maybe haven't finish read it
nevermind already and not important now
but I think next year I just can receive what she reply ba...>~<
haha,good luck in my SPM first ba
then baru can slow slow wait your reply =D
today end my school life around at 10am

Yesterday's memory(12.11.10)

yesterday morning,really let me worry about she don't have come to school
let me start to scare,worry and sad
cause I got something want to pass to her
so I start to run here and there to find my friend that I call him help me
but,that friend don't know go to where
cannot find him...T.T
make me more worry only...>~< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">she would do so are her family force her to do so
so at that time......really become more moody
until back to class think want try to smile but...cannot anymore
haiz,only can wait until recess time and go to meet my that friend
when recess time,I meet with that friend and know that she have came to school today
haha,at that moment really feel more happy already
then I go back to find DL they
at canteen there I hear DL say she got come today
just at canteen there stay a while then use the road that pass through the canteen
after that,I see her with her friends infront the library there(me at SJA there)
haha,at the same time DL also saw it then he bring me use the lab there to back to my class
haha,at that time he say"will awkward ma when you two meet later"
then I say"awkward also need to face it arh"
haha,then he don't have thing can say anymore
as I think,although we are not couple anymore but we still can be friend
and we still love each other
so should not cause we are not couple anymore then feel awkward to meet each other
should be more strong to face on the problem happen
haha,around the recess time almost finish
she and her 5 crazy sisters(this is she tell me one...XD)come to find me
and pass me the note that is she write to me one
haha,just can smile smile to face her and take from her hand there
at that moment,is my last time I see her face with that close distance
after that then I at my add math class see her note
really...really...really...feel want to cry when see the note
haha,finaly I get the answer I that want already
but it need me to wait 5 more years...T.T
5 years maybe it really was a long time ba
BUT I must can wait until that time one
this is what I promise to her
and would not forget this promise in my new life now
just like that,after that then our class plan to celebrate our form teacher's birthday
then that all for yesterday~=D

ENDING

we end about it in this morning 6.05am,11.11.10...
we start on 12.11.09,around 12.20am
around 1 year relationship just start to end on tat wednesday afternoon
really don't want to end it
but this is what she can do now
to don't make her's family get sad or hurt
and I can only accept it
haha,but today I got write a note to her
and afternoon get reply from her friend
haiz,still don't have get the answer I want yet
but nevermind I will write again later
and write more than today morning
haha,really write until nope stop
write few piece of paper,still not enough
haha,and I put a small piece of my photo inside
hope that when she miss me can see the photo ba...=)
just like that today