you can't blame it all on yourself
you didn't did anything wrong
there have no any measurement can say you are wrong
if you keep going like that
I don't feel you can walk out from there
as I have said before,you can't do anything on the past already but you have the ability to change/avoid the same thing happen twice and treat yourself goodly
it was really useless you think on that way
by the right you can more cheerful,freedom n etc
proud of you of the night
you done it very well
knew that you were just tiring
have your enough of the sleep time
haha g.b.y