25 May(fri) night

Going to KLIA just now

go to send my ex college CEO and 2 more friends 

them are going to Sarawak to celebrate Gawai festival 

inside the KLIA saw a person look alike YOU

it really scare me a while and feel happy a while

BUT that was not YOU.

On the way back 

I think maybe is cause of the person just now

let me distraction when driving back just now

I didn't drive like usually and also not so focus

until want happen accident 

but thank god, reach home safely 

and apologize for those who sit in the car.

Time

"Time can heal a broken heart,

but it can also break a waiting heart".

so

which one are you now?

a broken heart or a break's waiting heart?

=)

busy week

Yesterday start work already..

work for 2 weeks part time

so will be busy on this 2 weeks

/.\ research topic still haven't think

don't know I can done it greatly or not

next week saturday start holiday again

only 1 week but feel like very waste of that holiday

nothing special can do in that holiday

haiz~ 

=)

time,sure can make a person change but it take duration 

as you said can't look back anymore cause all is pain

but in my opinion although past is really pain but what you can do is look to the front

cause only left future that you can make change of the past and improve yourself

I at here only can say that much cause if more than that you also don't like to see(maybe you don't want to see it anymore already from that day start)

I believe you, you sure can do it 

cause you really lucky that you have a lot of friends will accompany you to pass through all the problem

dislike me, I don't have much friends that could help me when I get in any problem

all need to face it by my own every time

the aim for now is concentrate on study and wish you were the same too

Lastly,I wish my mum will have a great Happy Mother Day in home for this year

=D 

this week

Don't have anything special happen in this week

except on tuesday, you blocked me from each account 

I  didn't expect this would happen on me until that stage 

but what I can do with it? 

The answer is: Nothing else except accepted what had happened

Beside that, it looks like this week I don't have what appetite

eat what sure can't finish it, maybe is cause of my teeth 

gum wound getting more worse now but nothing can do with it 

try to get tired of my body

to stop.... stop what? o.O I also not sure why I do so now

-.- get no point what want to write already

or maybe is got many that shouldn't write out..

midnight

Having 2 and half glasses of tiger at pub just now

and now

suffer of alcohol allergy

having a hard breathe and tired

but what else yet I can do to minimize it?

It's only think of you to let me feel better and let me keep the pub girl far away

=)

Haiz..

=.= It seem like only sad post that I had post

Izit mean that don't have any happy one?

or maybe it doesn't mean happy for me?

confuse of what is happy from deep of heart now

always only follow people smile or laugh but don't know the reason 

everything have become complicated when human getting older

Got few time when I face the problem that I can't solve it or worry about something

I really want go have a nap and after awake I hope that

all the problem have solve or all the worry have gone 

but it's only a dream that everyone wish it will happen but in reality is wont happen

Wish to have a peaceful rest
if it is required my life to exchange it
I wish to do so
and
hope you happy always
=)

I....I...know I am wrong now =(

All happen in so suddenly,I still haven't prepare yet to see what the answer I would give later.

It seem like all of those day I have misunderstand her and her friend.

I really want to apologize to all of you.

I know that in you people eyes that I was not a good guy, I only know to hurt her except that I don't have any good about myself.

I have lost in the road that on the way go to you there.

It's really suffering, but there has no one on the road that can guild me to you there.

I only can by my own take adventure to go there.

But now I have saw a bright light come out from one of the road.

It look like the light is guiding me now, it like want to tell me that this road is the way that can go to your side.

I have left nothing except believe in it.

Hope that this road really is straight ahead to you there.

Only can hope so now.